13w6d

Today was a bad day for me. Not because I was sick most of the day, but because I spent the day feeling "fat" and "frumpy." Yesterdays shopping adventure did not, in the slightest, help my self esteem. I spent most of the day in bed paying bills and watching old movies.

At lunch time I decided to go to Godfather's and get more cheese sticks. I figured they tasted so good yesterday that they would HAVE to cheer me up today. They worked, but only for a little while. For the rest of the day I subsisted on granola bars and chips. This I paid for later.

By 10:30 my stomach was NOT happy. It was crying out for real food and I was crying out for sleep!! I ate another granola bar and vowed that for the rest of this pregnancy, no matter how fat I feel, I will have to eat "real" food.